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  1. Yesterday
  2. Whew... chilleeee.....

    I'm telling ya'll. A LOT of people on this server is braindead as fuck.

    Global chat yesterday gave me a headache. Once again.

    How in

    THE FUCK

    did giving advice 

    count as me judging someone and shit

    Bruh.... *facepalms*

    What in the fuck? 

    Bruh, people are fucking sensitive as fuck. Once again, I can't even be honest because now, apparently I'm judging someone.

    ??????????????

    Wh-

    What in the fuck????

    Oh fuck no. I did not sign up for someone being a sensitive ass.

    Listen. You signed up for my brutal honesty. 

    You fucking take it.

    You signed up for this shit.

    I'd rather have someone be honest because I know that it will help me out

    Than to have people pat my head and lie to me and tell me that I'm doing a good job.

    Hell nah, Y'all giving headpats to the wrong fucking people.

    And y'all wonder why people are down bad.

    Nearly my entire life, I had to take brutal honesty so I've gotten used to it.

    But y'all just.....smh...

    I've said this in the advice video regarding drama.

    and let me put this big ass bold letters, ok? ok.

     

      AS YOU GO THROUGH LIFE, YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO TAKE CRITICISM. NO ONE IS GOING TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HOW SENSITIVE YOU ARE. YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO TAKE CRITICISM. THIS IS HOW YOU GROW AS A PERSON.

    STOP FUCKING SUGARCOATING AND LYING TO SOMEONE'S FACE AND TELL THEM THE MOTHERFUCKING TRUTH AND IF THEY GET HURT THEN JUST LET THEM CRY IT OUT.

    And honestly, if they don't want to learn then that's on them. I've been seeing this shit so many times that it's fucking annoying. Bruh, I hate even having to hold my damn tongue because of sensitive ass people. If I can take people scolding me, giving me shit, insulting me, criticism, then you guys can too.

    Hell, y'all do it to me.

    So, if y'all like to dog on me and do this shit to me, then you should be able to handle the same damn treatment.

    I swear, a lot of y'all are some fucking children.

    How the fuck did some of y'all graduate school. Cheating? Bribing? Oh wait, I keep forgetting that the school system is failing because even a person that can't even read can graduate. 

    And that's exactly what I dealt with yesterday.

    A person who don't want to fucking read for shit.

    And then another person who flip flopped sides to try to please someone.

    You know I hate a people pleaser and I hate a person who lies.

    Putting on a mask and acting is fucking boring and pathetic.

    That shit is stupid as fuck. I don't know how these people do it. It looks fucking exhausting and they look like clowns doing it.

    I will never understand how the fuck these people can sit up here and lie to people on a daily basis.

    That's sad as fuck.

    Smh....I know this is going to forever be an issue but still.

    I'm talking about the phrase "People are going to listen to what they want to hear, not what they need to hear."

    Smh...

    I don't know how much longer I can put up with that shit. I can't take it. I can't take people flip flopping. 

    I can tolerate stupid shit now, even though it gives me a headache, but I can't tolerate fake shit.

    Nah, that makes me want to leave. I can't stand a fake person. It makes me not want to be around them.

    I can't do that shit. Imma need space if someone's gonna do that shit. You can do that shit in your corner and away from me.

    Shit, if you gon' be fake. You can lose me and have your fun. I really don't wanna deal with that shit.

    One person who acted like a sister and then was fake behind my back was enough. Oh no, scratch that. I've dealt with fake bitches, and I really don't want to fucking deal with more.

    Bruh, this is why I'm kind of glad that some people hate me. 

    Because this means that I have less of a chance of making new friends. Less people means less drama.

    More people means more drama.

    Shit, you hate me? cool. Just leave me the fuck alone and I'll leave you the fuck alone.

    It's simple. You hate me? Don't expect me to be around you. All I ask is that you stay the fuck away from me.

    Stay away from me and I'll do the same. You can talk shit and do whatever, so as long as you stay the fuck away from me.

    G e t    t h e     f u c k    o u t.

    But yeah, yesterday was a god damn headache. At that time, I wished that I was drunk and didn't remember that conversation.

    Bruh, imagine trying to help someone do mechanics but they're not even reading a word you're saying.

    And y'all wanna know something? This same person asked for help in global chat months ago. I tried to help him but he kept asking questions while I was trying to answer them. 

    No, let me be more specific. HE ASKED TOO MANY DAMN QUESTIONS AND DID NOT READ MY ANSWERS FOR THE DAMN QUESTIONS.

    Then, I tried to point him in a direction and what did his stupid ass do? His stupid ass went and bought red gear. The man skipped gear so now he's running around clueless.

    And then someone had the nerve to tell me that it's not that big of a deal when they had issues about this shit in their crew and a raid too.

    Shut the fuck up. You sound stupid as fuck.

    Bruh, I cannot deal.

    So, anyways, someone told me to help that person again. Know what I said?

    "AHAHAAAAAA, when they don't listen for shit? No thanks, someone else tag in."

    "Chiharu's mad at me for skipping gear."

    No, I just don't want to DEAL WITH SOMEONE WHO DON'T LISTEN TO PEOPLE FOR SHIT. YOU ARE LITERALLY FUCKING UNHELPABLE.

    I DO NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THAT SHIT.

    So since no one else wanted to help him, I tried one last time and I regret it.

    This man wasted my fucking time.

    And I do not like to waste time.

    You either listen or don't.

    Stop fucking asking for help if you're not even going to listen to the person that's trying to help you.

    THAT'S WHY, NO ONE WANTS TO FUCKING HELP YOU. STUPID ASS.

    Lord....then let's add on the fact that someone comes in like 

    SkIpPInG GeaR iS nOt ThAT Big Of A DEAL
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    Oh but it was an issue when you realized that it was couple of your crewmates doing this shit.

    I do not care. That made me facepalm. I don't give a fuck.

    How about this. You're going to skip gear, at least know what the fuck you're doing or know THE FUCKING BASICS OF THE GAME.

    Otherwise, Don't do this shit at all.

    I'm, once again, not trying to tell someone how to play. I'm just telling people how it is.

    BUT OH FUCKING NO, I'M JUDGING PEOPLE, RIGHT? Mmh. ok.

    Anyways, shit didn't stop there. 

    I even tried to give advice to someone who carries because they like carrying.

    The advice will literally make their carrying easier. Know what I got told?

    To stop judging and let them do them.

    I was literally. trying to give advice. 

    Bruh.

    Hell nah. I did not sign up for this shit.

    Not someone being a sensitive ass over me telling someone to upgrade their gear because they carry and if they upgrade their gear, then carrying will be easier when I know full well that the reason why they can't even upgrade their gear is because they spend on costumes.

    Bruh....

    Where's the door.

    Harmless ass advice and then apparently I'm jud-

    .....

    This is some bullshit. Nah, yesterday was definitely bullshit.

    I'm still recovering from the bullshit I witnessed.

    I.... 

    *walks out* Bruh, I'm done.

    Edit: And honestly, fuck it. I'll figure out what to do. Smh....

    1. Chiharu

      Chiharu

      Bruh, even after ranting. I didn't even feel better. Instead, I just...

      I don't even know what to tell y'all. One of them is a friend but I can't even help her because she can't even take criticism without getting so damn sensitive.

      The only thing I can do is just let her go through shit. I can't even give her advice at this point.

      She said let her do her and that's what imma have to do. It's the fact that it feels like she's going to throw this shit in my face every time even if it's the smallest little things.

      I feel like if it was something that's really going to fuck her over, she's going to throw "let me do me" at me again and then fuck around and end up getting hurt really bad.

      I'm not even pissed anymore after that long rant. 

      I just went from pissed to...I don't even know what I'm feeling anymore. I know it was anger when I typed the main message. Now I just don't know.

      Yep, I'm glad I decided to not help her with her crew. This stupid ass shit would've been worse. I'm glad I decided to sit out on that. It would be the 2 year drama all over again and we don't need that shit anymore.

      She barely have any friends to even call friends and I...have too many trust issues.

      People also can't handle me because of my honesty and how I tackle things so I very often get shit for it.

      And this will most likely be one of those times.

      So...Like I said in the edit. I don't know. I still feel like the whole situation was dumb as fuck.

      I mean:

      1. it was a person I tried to help but he didn't want to listen.

      2. One of the main points that I made about why gear skipping is bad was literally proven to her face. In global chat and yet, still the same answer. It literally feels like she gaslighted the situation.

      3. Even giving advice means that I'm judging her. Now I really see that she don't want to be helped. Like, I get that not everyone is going to listen so they have to find out the hard way but still. 

      Believe me, I get it. I've had to let people find out the hard way plenty of times. This is nothing new to me. Remember, I've had friends do a lot of stupid shit and I would either comfort them when it's said and done or help them fix their fuck ups. It's the fact that even harmless ass advice is considered judging someone.

      Bruh, if I was really trying to judge someone, I would legit straight up tell someone. 

      People know this by now but I'm straightforward. 

      If I was judging someone, I will tell them.

      If I hate someone, I will say it.

      If I find something to be stupid, I will say it.

      That's why I hated the fact that I had to keep quiet for several months. it was killing me to not say shit and then it eventually mentally fucked me over.

      *sighs* No, I don't hate her.

      No, I'm not gonna leave her. I'm still gonna be there but bruh....what the fuck.

      It really feels like I wasted breath and time yesterday.

      So....I'm probably just gonna do something to calm down and take my mind off of it.

       

      If you ever come by this, sorry. I was pissed and needed to let it out.

      Don't worry, imma go try to calm down.

  3. Last week
  4. Duration: June 27th, 2022 ~ July 11th, 2022 Wild Downtown Set Information Characters: Seha, Seulbi, Levia, Wolfgang, Seth & Mirae Colors: 3 (A, B & C) Pieces: 6 (Hair, Top, Bottom, Gloves, Shoes, Accessory: Leg Choker) Upon collecting all the pieces, you will unlock a special portrait for your character! Wild Downtown Pictures Seha Seulbi Levia Wolfgang Seth Mirae
  5. Hello Agents! The CODE: Closers network is going offline for a maintenance! There is no estimated time when it'll be back up, so please be patient with us! Bug Fixes Gacha Update The following bugs have been fixed as of this patch: Duration: June 27th, 2022 ~ July 11th, 2022 (removed with maintenance) Wild Downtown (3 Colors) Set is available for Seha, Seulbi, Levia, Wolfgang, Seth and Mirae! Contains an accessory called "Wild Downtown Leg Choker" Currently Active Gachas Dear Crescent (2 Colors) Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ July 4th, 2022 (removed with maintenance) Set is available for all characters! Contains an accessory called "Dear Crescent Ear Cuff" Contains an effect called "Dear Crescent Light"
  6. Finally created a document regarding the basics of closers! More documents will be created soon ♥ Document I made: Guide for Newbies
  7. So y'all remember when I said that I was going to make a revised Reading Rainbow Edition for Busan? Whelp, I made it. It's on the first page.
  8. Miia

    Levia Guide

    Bump ♡ Will update this once 5th job releases!
  9. I'd like to take this moment to say bless the staff for shortening the grind for certain part of the gearing progress. This means that there is little to no reason for people to skip gear. However, that means that people like us need to update our guide a bit. I don't mind. I'm just happy that the grind is easier for people. Still, thank you for making the changes. Anyways, the guide's been updated. I'll keep the outdated Asmodeus and Busan Reading Rainbow editions for now as a general idea on what to do. Yes, it's now outdated but it still holds useful information. I'll get around to redo'ing the Busan one though.
  10. Earlier
  11. Mrs. Young-i We entered the virtual reality education program, Closer School. Mrs. Let's take a basic class with Young-i. Heh heh heh...... It's nice to meet you, Closer. Welcome to <Closer School>. <Closer School> is a virtual reality program created to support Closers who are busy carrying out their missions. Recently, there are more young Closers who are sent to missions. It would be a problem if the missions would cause them to neglect their studies. As for the adult Closers who've completed the compulsory education, most of them don't have enough time for self-improvement. So UNION has put a lot of effort to create the virtual reality education program called <Closer School>...... And I was assigned as the teacher of Closer School. I don't think I've properly introduced myself. I'm "Type II Teacher artificial intelligence" that's in charge of education at Closer School. I'd appreciate it if you'd just casually call me "Teacher Young-I." Ha ha... My role is to provide education services to Closers who have entered this program. My objective is to provide the best education service to you and improve your academic performance. That's right. That's the only reason why I exist...... Helping your growth... is the only purpose of life...... Heh heh, heh heh heh heh...... ......All right. Shall we begin the class right away? Please enter the classroom through Entry. There is a beginner's class prepared for you. Let's start the class. Please open your book. Ha ha. You've completed the beginner's class. Well done, Closer. Please relax and take a short break. Based on the results from the class you've taken, I'll analyze your academic performance and give feedback. Black Lambs [Season Event] Closer School! Wolfdogs [Season Event] Closer School! Wildüters [Season Event] Closer School! Rattus [Season Event] Closer School!
  12. Disclaimer: While the Omega Knight & Suyeon costumes are traditional 5-piece costumes the Young-I costume is a 2-piece costume consisting of a Hair and Full-body. Seha Seulbi Yuri J Misteltein Nata Levia Harpy Tina Violet Wolfgang Luna Soma Bai Seth Chulsoo Mirae Eunha Lucy
  13. Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ July 4th, 2022 Dear Crescent Set Information Characters: Available for every agent! Colors: 2 (A & B) Pieces: 7 (Hair, Top, Bottom, Gloves, Shoes, Accessories: Ear Cuff & Light Effect) Upon collecting all the pieces, you will unlock a special portrait for your character! Special Note: Due to the hair dye system there is only 1 hair piece that works for both types to collect! Dear Crescent Pictures Seha Seulbi Yuri J Misteltein Nata Levia Harpy Tina Violet Wolfgang Luna Soma Bai Seth Chulsoo Mirae Eunha Lucy
  14. Hello Agents! The CODE: Closers network is going offline for a maintenance! There is no estimated time when it'll be back up, so please be patient with us! Patch Notes Young-i's Summer School Event Summer Union Pass Event Additional Login Rewards War Games Update Training Grounds Update Prime Agent: Bai Shadow Agent: Mirae Hair Dye System Random Portrait System Additional Content and Changes Bug Fixes Gacha Update Cash Shop Update Pet Gacha Update Young-i's Summer School Event Young-i has arrived, at Bitna's request, to keep the minds of the agents fresh and active during the summer break! Take part in Young-i's basic or intensive classes to keep your knowledge and skills sharp! Answer Young-i's questions correctly and obtain a PNA & Character EXP buff at the end of her class! However, you have to be quick because you only have a short amount of time to give your answer to her questions! Young-i's Summer Event Information Event Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ July 11th, 2022 (removed with maintenance) Crafting Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ July 18th, 2022 (removed with maintenance) Location: Closers School Level Requirement: Basic Class lv.80, Intensive Class lv.90 Entrance Count: 1 per day, per account across all difficulties and dungeons Young-i's Summer Crafting Details A lot of goodies, such as this special Summer Nata Portrait, are craftable via the Summer Vending Machine! The Summer Vending Machine is available in any town - So make sure to grab yours before it's too late! Special credits to @Viruska for creating this amazing Nata portrait! Summer Union Pass Event Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ August 1st, 2022 (removed: 11:00pm Server Time) The Union Pass has returned for the Summer celebration! Summer Union Pass Information Choose from the Free Tier, Premium Tier and Special Tier and earn your points to level them up! Purchasing the Special Tier will give you extra points for each mission you complete Points can be earned by clearing daily missions Mission License Booster can be purchased from the cash shop (in New items, or the Item -> Expendables tab) to instantly clear a mission of choice Premium Tier will give you access to the rewards from both the Free Tier and Premium Tier Special Tier will give you access to the rewards from the Free Tier, Premium Tier and Special Tier You can upgrade to Premium or Special Tier at any time during this event! Summer Union Pass Rewards Obtain amazing items like this new Under the Sea Footprint when completing milestones on the Union Pass! Additional Login Rewards Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ June 30th, 2022 (removed: 11:00pm Server Time) A special daily login has been enabled! These rewards can be claimed each day from the Event Menu. War Game Update War Games has received a small overhaul to keep it up to date with the latest content, but still keeping it like it's current system on our servers. We have decided to rework War Games to have it remain a DPS ranking event rather then a timed ranking event. The following changes have been made to War Games: Training Grounds The Training Grounds has received a fresh coat of paint and some brand new features! With this new and improved Training Grounds, we've taken the ease of the old training grounds and combined it with the convenience of the new training grounds! These new Training Ground NPCs can be found in all hubs. It contains a wide array of features to help you truly test your character's limit. With the ability to reset your cooldowns, to fill your phase bar, to reset your hp and mp at will, and to spawn in different types and mutations of punching bags, you'll experience training like never before! Small changes have been made to the new Training Room: Prime Agent: Bai The next promotion for our Agents has finally arrived! To promote your Bai to Prime Agent, you'll have to meet the following requirements Reach level 90 Reach Task Force promotion Completed Ep. 19 The Sun that Rose Again (Centum v2) Once the requirements have been met, a purple quest will be available in Centum City. Upon picking up the quest, it will give you tasks to complete in Hunter's Night for the promotion. To help agents get their promotion faster, the entries for the quest dungeon has been increased to 2 daily entries. Prime Agent Promotion Quest Line Prime Agent Promotion - New Ordeal Prime Agent Promotion - Institutional Cooperation Prime Agent Promotion - Solomon's Trials Prime Agent Promotion - Series of Trials Prime Agent Promotion - Beyond the Ordeal Prime Agent Promotion - Prime Agent Bai When all quests have been completed, your new promotion is unlocked, along with a permanent version of the promotion costume and a new damage font. Unlike previous promotions, you must level up your passive skill in order to unlock your new skills Level 3 - Skill: Break in Pairs Level 5 - Skill: Flow Forever Level 10 - Ultimate: Selflessness - Say Goodbye to Extremes This skill can only be used 1 time per dungeon Shadow Agent: Mirae The next promotion for our Agents has finally arrived! To promote your Mirae to Shadow Agent, you'll have to meet the following requirements Reach level 90 Reach Black Hand promotion Completed Ep. 19 The Sun that Rose Again (Centum v2) Once the requirements have been met, a purple quest will be available in Centum City. Upon picking up the quest, it will give you tasks to complete in Hunter's Night for the promotion. To help agents get their promotion faster, the entries for the quest dungeon has been increased to 2 daily entries. Shadow Agent Promotion Quest Line Shadow Agent Promotion - New Ordeal Shadow Agent Promotion - Institutional Cooperation Shadow Agent Promotion - Solomon's Trials Shadow Agent Promotion - Series of Trials Shadow Agent Promotion - Beyond the Ordeal Shadow Agent Promotion - Prime Agent Mirae When all quests have been completed, you have unlocked your new promotion, along with a permanent version of the promotion costume and a new damage font. Unlike previous promotions, you must level up your passive skill in order to unlock your new skills Level 3 - Skill: Drop the Old Moon Level 5 - Skill: Rosy Color Level 10 - Ultimate: Flying the Morning Sky This skill can only be used 1 time per dungeon Hair Dye System The long awaited dye system is finally here! This system allows you to dye any hair using the preexisting colour combinations menu! Create a style more unique to you and your outfits! Hair Dye System Information This new system can be accessed in severals ways: [Right-Click] any [Hair Dye Ampule] Visiting any [Costume] and/or [Wardrobe] NPC Hairs will become unsealed when a dye has been used Once a hair is dyed, staff are unable to return the hair to it's previous dyed state Hairs will lose their dye when upgrading from 1-star -> 2-star or 2-star -> 3-star. All hairs with a small black box in the top right corner of the hair icon is able to be dyed An additional 82 custom dyes (making the total 777 dyes) have been added to the dye list! The following hairs cannot be dyed: Random Portrait System Are you indecisive when it comes down to picking the right portrait and keep on changing it around a lot? Then this brand new randomized portrait system is for you! You can select and wear any of your available portraits by putting it in the random list! Every time you change your map or relog the character, the portraits and HUD images will change randomly! The portraits must be [right-clicked] in order to select and deselect it. If no portraits are selected, the [Trainee] portrait will be applied by default. Additional Content and Changes Please click on the spoiler to see the full list! Bug Fixes Please click on the spoiler to see the full list! Gacha Update The contents of the [CODE: Gacha Item Package] have been updated along with this gacha update! Gain new items such as +13/+14/+15 boosters, Random Hair Ampules and Transcendence Elixirs from this box! Dear Crescent (2 Colors) Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ July 4th, 2022 (removed with maintenance) Set is available for all characters! Contains an accessory called "Dear Crescent Ear Cuff" Contains an effect called "Dear Crescent Light" Currently Active Gachas Half and Half (3 Colors) Duration: June 13th, 2022 ~ June 27th, 2022 (removed with maintenance) Set is available for all characters! Contains an accessory called "Half and Half Extreme Skateboard" Cash Shop Update Summer Discount Sale Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ August 1st, 2022 (removed with maintenance) For a limited time, get the following items for 30% off: Limited Costume Sales Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ August 1st, 2022 (removed with maintenance) Summer Island (3 Colors) Set is available for all characters up to Seth! Has an accessory called "Summer Island Shark" - sold separately from the package Has a lens called "Summer Island Eyes" - sold separately from the package Sailor Recolor (3 colors) Set is available for all characters up to Wolfgang Spring Name Tag Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ August 1st, 2022 (removed with maintenance) This name tag is account bound! Use it once and gain access to it on all characters! General Changes and Additions The following changes have been made to the cash shop Pet Gacha Update The Pet Gacha bonus rolls have been updated! Obtain more bonus rolls the more boxes you purchase at one time! Pet Gacha Rate Up Event Duration: June 20th, 2022 ~ August 1st, 2022 Gomory is now available at an increased rate in the Pet Gacha for a limited time! During this period, you have an increased chance of getting Gomory when obtaining an Elite pet! After this event, Gomory's rate will be lowered to match all other Elite pet rates.
  15. Alright so...since everyone is clowning and encouraging gear skipping and I know I'm about to watch a whole bunch of people walk around clueless on how to do damage. 

    I'm just going to do my usual job and fix the shit they fuck up by pointing them in the right direction when they get lost....as per usual.

    *facepalms* .....

    1. Chiharu

      Chiharu

      correction, THE WHOLE DAMN GAME IN GENERAL.

    2. Chiharu

      Chiharu

      Like, I'm also fine with people playing the way they want to play. I've never had an issue with it. 

      I just wouldn't recommend it, but everyone's got their head up their ass and are too blind to see it.

      I'm referring to the issue of skipping gear. 

      People, at the moment, see me as whining about how it's bad because they don't know how bad it is. They can't see the bigger picture. I know not everyone's the same but still.

      People don't see how the majority of the people who skip gear don't even know the basics of the game because they decided to swipe their card instead. 

      People can't see that if you skip certain parts of gear, you miss out on important mechanics to learn that will take you far. Believe it or not, if you learn certain mechanics, it will help you in the long run. For example, there are bosses with similar mechanics to other bosses in the game. Some people have to run shit over and over to get used to it. If you've went through the process of getting the gear, then you've most likely learned the boss. If you skip it, once you get to certain bosses, you won't know the mechanics, because you skipped the process.  Too bad that now, everyone thinks that damage is everything and learning shit is pointless now.

      The thing is, like I said several status updates ago, if you want incredible power, it all starts with reading and understanding. You wanna be like the OP people too? then you have to buckle down and learn the game. 

      I swear, this is like Void Elsword all over again. Yes, this same shit happened on Void. We also had people with OP ass gear but no knowledge of how to utilize it whatsoever. 

      Like no one is really taking the time to sit down and think about it. They're all just going with the trend and encouraging the newbies to do it too and that's not good.

      I'm more worried about the newbies because they're bound to get lost on where to progress and drop the game. That or, like it was stated in the debate thread, they're bound to get bored and quit the game.

      Bruh, a person who used to skip gear was even trying to tell people that it's not really a good idea.

      A  p e r s o n     w h o   s k i p p e d    g e a r    b e f o r e.

      That's the thing. No one wants to open their damn eyes and think about shit. Everyone at this point wants to be braindead and that's going to fuck them over in the long run.

      But hey, what do I know, I'm too busy bitching and whining about how gear skipping is bad.

      Bruh, I cannot with these fucking people.

  16. Whew lord... *facepalms* 

    Y'all...the whole damn week.

    The whole.

    damn.

    week.

    People were saying and doing stupid shit.

    Y'all know my post with the 2 videos in my YT thread? Well, there's one.

    Global chat? when I was trying to be serious? Two.

    Yesterday even. I was trying to help someone with gear progression because I see this person actually trying to gear up and then you had 2 people be like "just get this, just get that".

    Bruh, and then I find out that one of the people helped the 4 people that was in that drama with that friend? try to skip gear.

    I did nothin- no. I've done nothing BUT facepalm all this damn week.

    Because once again, people encouraging gear skipping. There is a reason why I've been facepalming all this damn week.

    Is because some of the stupid ass shit that have been said this entire week won't help no one for shit.

    And y'all remember that debate about gear skipping on forums? And y'all know how the new players and returnees benefits was mentioned? Well, now I'm trying to tell the staff to fix that shit so that won't be an issue anymore.

    *facepalms*.......

    I've been so close to snapping but I'm trying so hard not to. Some of these people, I look after. And like I said, I hate snapping at friends but holy shit-

    Don't worry, I'm trying to keep it together but it's hard when people doing stupid ass shit is 

     

    C O N S I S T E N T.

    Yes. Consistent. This is why I was so damn mad in the past, if anyone ever figured out. 

    You know, when this happened?

    SCREEN_CAPTURE_2021-09-14_04-59-57-637.p

    Yeah. There's a lot of shit that I never got rid of. This is one of em'. Because I had a laugh at this shit. I laughed at how stupid they sounded. But I also facepalmed because no one really understands what I try to do for people.

    That screenshot right there? Is a prime example of not even walking a mile in someone's shoes.

    If you wonder, I'm over it but I kept it as a reminder of how much people really don't know me.

    Because they don't. They really, don't.

    And yes, still trying to help people, despite everyone either calling me a bitch, getting pissed when I call them out on the stupid shit that they do, pointing shit out that's a problem, all that shit.

    And I still try to help because unlike people who claim that they like to help, I actually TRY to help. I actually TRY to understand people so that I can help better. Something that no one ever try to do.

    No one ever understood why I actually got angry, and no one ever understood why I dropped people at the time. 

    Which by the way, it takes a lot for me to get angry at a person and drop a person.

    Most of the times that I've gotten angry, it was a build up. A build up of putting up with shit for a long ass time until I can't take it anymore. No one knew that at the time.

    During that time, I've dropped people because I could no longer help them or they didn't want to be helped. Those same people that got mad that I dropped them went wild. But no one knew that at the time.

    So yeah, I kept the picture as a reminder that nearly my entire life, no one ever understood my true motives and thought all kinds of shit about me.

    Anyways, I'm glad we've reached the end of this week. Maybe next week will be better. I hope.

    1. Chiharu

      Chiharu

      Hell, there are also videos that I kept on my channel as a reminder to walk in someone else's shoes. I even try to understand everyone else's perspective on things. Another thing that a lot of people don't try to do. I feel like that's another issue with people. It's not just communication, it's also understanding one another.

      I rarely have the luxury of getting understood whenever I say or do shit so I always get heat for it. It's funny because even the close friends that I have can't even understand me. Part of my anxiety comes from me saying something, whether it's me being honest or me saying something to help someone, and someone takes it the wrong way. This have happened to me a lot in the past. And then at times, I feel the need to explain like a motherfucker because I don't want someone to take something the wrong way.

      *sighs* .....

      So um yeah. I've taken bullets from people, I've had to endure stupid ass shit that people would say to me, I've endured defaming, I've endured headaches, I've endured my mental health taking multiple hits, I've endured getting stressed out in hopes that someday, people will realize all the shit that I've been trying to do for them. 

      I know, at times, I need to take care of myself. I need the "corner" to take a break. That's what I tried to do in the past and even that was an issue. I have it back now but still.

      Hell, it took a lot for me to be open about a lot of shit that happened to me. The last time I tried to open up about the shit I went through? That screenshot that I sent in the main message happened. 

      And it didn't help that I've waited for so long to open up about it but I was basically told to shut up and endure it. I endured it because I called myself trying to protect the people that I cared about during the time. And honestly, it was rough. 

      This was the time where I was the most stressed. I had so much shit going on at the time. The drama, my family's drama, etc. It's a miracle that I didn't have a stroke or some shit. Hell, there was one time where I didn't even know that I was stressed until I was told that I was stressed and told to rest.

      The shit was wild as fuck.

  17. Thank you everyone for your entries! The staff have voted, and the winner for this forum edition is @Mafuyu! Congratulations! The next edition of Paparazzi with a new theme will open on June 20th!
  18. *reads my about me* Opening up about shit is one hell of a task for me. I'm usually either quiet about shit or telling my guild shit. 

    I'm referring to the "don't talk much" part.

    And I know. I talk in global chat. I watch global chat to watch over some of the people that I look after. That's mainly the reason why I talk in global chat, to be honest. 

    If we're talking about C:C discord, I mainly talk when it's someone I'm comfortable with speaking to. I have an reaction here and there because some of the shit that people say in general chat be wild as fuck but you know how that goes. 

    It's the same thing in global chat too. 

    Other than that, I'm just doing my own shit. 

    ......*shrugs*

    I mean...eh-

    people are....eh-

    That's literally it.

    "....eh-"

    I tried-

    1. Chiharu

      Chiharu

      I forgot to mention that the other times that I talk in global chat is when I type in the wrong chat, I'm answering questions about the game, and/or responding to cries for helps aka people needing carries. Forgot to throw that in there.

  19. Please do not necro threads. I'll be locking this.
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  21. Who tf needs gear anyway it's 2022
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  23. We have noticed Eunha and Lucy missing from the typical full 19 man gacha set, and have disabled that for this rotation. The only way to roll is to use the splits provided, which contain Eunha and Lucy as they should. We apologize for any inconvience this may cause.
  24. Duration: June 13th, 2022 ~ June 27th, 2022 Half and Half Set Information Characters: Available for every agent! Colors: 3 (A, B & C) Pieces: 6 (Hair, Top, Bottom, Gloves, Shoes, Accessory: Board) Upon collecting all the pieces, you will unlock a special portrait for your character! Half and Half Pictures Seha Seulbi Yuri J Misteltein Nata Levia Harpy Tina Violet Wolfgang Luna Soma Bai Seth Chulsoo Mirae Eunha Lucy
  25. Hello Agents! The CODE: Closers network is going offline for a maintenance! There is no estimated time when it'll be back up, so please be patient with us! Duration: June 13th, 2022 ~ June 27th, 2022 (removed with maintenance) Half and Half (3 Colors) Set is available for all characters! Contains an accessory called "Half and Half Extreme Skateboard" Currently Active Gachas Windbreaker Recolour(3 Colors) Duration: June 6th, 2022 ~ June 20th, 2022 (removed with maintenance) Set is available for Seha, Seulbi, Yuri, Misteltein, Levia and Bai! Contains an accessory called "Scarlight/Neon/Arctic Windbreaker Choker" Are you guys ready for summer? I know I certainly am. The sun, the warmth, and everything inbetween.... even... a bit of school? No, that's not part of summer.... right? Well, at least for summer, I want to dye my hair all the colours of the wonderfully hot sun!
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